Alone

It is hard
To talk to people
To know who to trust 
I use to tell everybody everything
But now I keep it bottled up
People don't care about my problems
They aren't that bad anyways
But I can't help it
Wanting to cry
Feeling depressed all the time
Even my bestfriends can't help me anymore
I stopped telling them everything
I'm trying to act normal
And fake a smile
But sometimes it gets hard
I have to stay strong
And keep putting up an act
I just need to keep snapping that rubberband
It is only me against the world now