Alone

Ashlyn Brena Rashirai

=>ALONE

Left alone in the past
She had all my heart and trust.
I thought i was the best.
Different from the rest
But in this game of love i lost.
Now i have to face this huge blast.
Everything now buried, never meant to last

She walked away  from me
Why couldn't I foresee? 
Time standing still
Another way to deal, Another pill,
A good move, Perfect drill.

I have no feelings
I'm as good as dead. 
My eyes wet and red.
I thought i will always be glad.
But why is she this bad?

The sky is gray with hate.
It signals pain in my heart.
Love is a bet.
I am a small rat 
She is the big cat
One thing tore us apart,
Our love fade but 
It was all because of her fate.

When i remember the times we shared, Everything we had,
Everything we did
Everything she said
How well we paired?
I feel so sad.

The consequences are tough
She only knew how to treat me rough
The only person who knows the truth is above.
Maybe she never deserved my love.

Can i ask who is next in line?
Will you break their spine?
Look at what you've done.
I see everything now when you are gone.
Next time i will stand, i won't run.

With my head hug low
I say don't bother me any more.
I will never love you like i did before
I'm afraid all the pieces i have you will blow.
Coz all you touch, you tore.
Your sweet voice now sounds like a roar.

What she wanted, she took
Now i glance back,
I take one last look
All the promises she made are all in this small book..., 

I didn't know i will regret.
But why did we ever meet.
My heart could have never skipped that beat.
And my face could never have earned that zit.

She didn't deserve my trust.
I gave her my special heart.
But she allowed it to rust.
She then moved too fast. 
And left me alone in her past.
It was surely never meant to last..

I cant believe this, its true
I am alone.
I give up and turn back home.
Who will i give up to?  Didn't realise 
I am alone.
I search for love help me Mr Chrome.
I am Alone.
Where is love? I ask those in Rome.
No one to answer coz
I am alone.