ALONE NOW

Did you think when you left me I would be alright?

Did you know the weight of a broken heart I would have to carry?

Did you think I could carry it forever?

Did you think I was that strong?

Did you think that I wouldn't be lonely when I'm alone?

You have each other still...

Father, Mother, and First born son...

How could you Mom wish to be dead than be with me?

I needed you...

I didn't want our conversations to end...

I wasn't ready...

Maybe, I just really didn't understand your pain of losing your son to Heaven...

First my Brother, just 3 years later my Grandmother, then my Mother followed 11 years later and just 8 more weeks later I said bye to Dad...

​​​​​​You all left me as if I had everything all figured out...

​​​​​​I'm not complaining and I'm no longer crying...

​​​​​​You pushed me out of the nest and I learned how to fly...

Thank you for shaping me and telling me always I have a good heart and I'm one of the strongest people you ever got to know...

Forever my love...

Forever in my heart...

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