Am I Just Supposed To

Am I just suppose to smile
while inside I am crying
Ask if I'm okay
I would say "yes"
but I would be lying

Am I just suppose to turn
and look the other way
All the while pretending
everything is okay

​Am I just suppose to tell
my heart what to feel
All the while wondering 
if what we had was real

Am I just suppose to pretend
like it never mattered
All the while it left my heart
broken and shattered