An incurable, intolerable insomnia

Insufferable sleeplessness amidst solitary silence
No solace is sought from this self reliance
One’s comfortable cradle looks untidy and unkept from the lonely hours when you havent’t slept
You are flummoxed from fidgeting you can not lie still as a driving force battles your will to succomb to slumber dropping into a dream betwixt fantasies of fascination where fictional is extreme

An impossible mindlessness 
such an unpleasant mission
Whilst your spouse lies in a comatosed state as your vision
Lying puffing and purring like a contented cat
You feel frustrated with jealousy and are shamefulness of that
But between your befuddled, baffled brain you have kept your eyes closed from the Sandman’s grain
That grittiness from sleep deprivation is attacking your eyes
you cannot but rub them tho this is unwise

Then the streaks from the sunrise as a new day is dawning has finally arrived as your stretching and yawning
Tinnitus has ticked it’s tinny sound tho the sad realisation is there is nothing audible around
Only the stillness and calmness of the Countryside with those rolling hills far and wide
So you lie on your side and you inwardly say “ Am I ready to face another day ?”
That all to familar refusal of anesthesia is labelled an incurable. Intolerable insomnia