" ANGELIC PROTECTOR.."

As I sit sometimes in fear, alone with my bleeding mistrust, crumbling
Over the rockiness of my indiscretions, I pray for guidance, forgiveness
And the truth of it all, my memories beating the drums about so many things
About my children, my sons, and the illness in my veins, concrete with thickness
Growing deeper and deeper into depression, when, through deepest meditation
A light at the center of my soul, my third eye, sits, shedding light upon it all
Through the heavy tranquility, of my hearts damned reflection
A light so bright, reminds me I am not alone, and my racing thoughts, imperfections
From the light at the center of it all, God has sent me the divine, my Angelic Protector
To guide me, and show me, and squeeze me, and hold me, reminding me I'm not alone
My angel comes to me as light and confidence, as truth in the form of protection
And as the door opens, I step into the light, from my room of dark reflection
I am assured I can get through it all, because my angelic protector is there, always,
Even though I may not see it, I intuit that it is there, watching
Keeping me perfectly aware, that I have nothing to fear, nothing to be forgiven
Fort there's a golden comfort somewhere, for one such as me
A place constructed for my growth,
Somewhere,
Glittering,
In the Heavens....

Tony Taylor.   (Chicago)