Anger at me?

Fire,
Rage,
Pain.
Disappointed,
Sad,
No gain.
Power,
Money,
No game.
Other people causing you pain.
Chatting shit,
Bitching,
Most of you are the same.
None of you will be happy,
Till my happiness is slain.
None of you will be happy,
Till I’m begging for my life again..
The only way you’ll be happy,
If from the truth I do refrain.
You’ll only ever be happy,
When bleakness and darkness,
Within me,
Remains.
It’s like I’m not allowed sunny days.
Only ones filled with torrential rain.
Why is it you’re set on,
Pouring my lifes blood,
Down an eternal drain?
Why so much hatred,
Zipping through your veins?
Do you actually realise,
You belong in the house of the mentally insane?
No?
Take a peep at your life.
Now tell me,
Which of us is truly sane!