Another Dream
I've just woken up from another dream
My heart is aching and breaking
I just want to scream
A hand full of tablets I have taken
I will pass out so I don't feel broken
I see the knife
Shall I make that cut
I think I can as I've got the guts
All it will take is one big slash
Then my life will be over in a dash
I can't stop and think
I should just do it
But what will people think when they no that I've quit
People I love would be so hurt
Am I selfish for thinking this dirt
I need a way out of all this pain
I need to feel free and weightless again
I will soon be forgotten
And your grief will soon end
Don't forget I love u all
You're my best friends
Please don't be sad and cry
My memories will live on
My soul will never die
Its just my body that's gone
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Comments
NO!!...it's not selfish to think these things KAREN!!......it IS selfish to act upon them.....and you've laid out the reasons VERY well here....... in this well crafted poetic Soliloquy........well conceived and well delivered dear poet sister!!......ALL STARS!!.......LOVE & ROCKETS!!....T xo : )
Thank you for you wonderful comment
A very relatable work Karen and very well written. Every day I struggle with exactly what you have written but the reason I so far have not...because I now know that for those closest to us...those few connected to us by the deep bonds of spirit...never recover from the grief...never...hugs x