Another Empty Bottle

Things are tiring sometimes you never know what may come or go. 
I feel if I find myself and then give someone a go they all hurt me. 

I can't feel who I am inside and on the outside I'm all chewed and spat right out. 
I would've loved someone to the ends and I'm afraid of what could happen if I do. 

it's like mind filling gel, it blinds you and makes you not want to feel and it makes you feel numb.
it's like someone put a bullet through my chest in some places things feel like failing.