Anxious

I awake to all possibilitys,
i come round to infinity and as i rise i energize,
but if i dont take certain precautions that charmed offensive could render me nigh on helpless.
It will pulled away very quickly,
it will collapse,
if i dont make contact like quicksilver my thinking collides,
and then the assassin has me in its sights,
if i dont reach out it all goes to ruin,
then im rooted to the spot,
im stuck in the chair in a state of shock.
I can see the green man running but i cant make it to the exit,
i can see the door but im indecisive,
because im in lockdown,
and im unable to move.
Im terribly worried and distressed,
im panicking about things that dont happen,
i get over cautious when i get this anxious,
im devoid of any ideas and dissolving to nothing,
all plans have been temporarily paralysed.
Then comes suffocation,
then comes intrusion,
im no longer in a safe place when reality rejects me.

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