AS...DOORNAILS

As in doornails
And not not not

Merely fled...

I want no part
of eternity Or gods 
Or everlasting thoughts
Or regurgitated pasts

I'll not want to see
What goes on anywhere
I won't want to know
Of the suffering down there

I'll just want to be dead
Packed under the earth
With no hope of rising 
Or ridiculous rebirth...

Just dead