attack

 i am also blinded with hope and wishes
a big change to a new start
as most of us usually ask
in whatever way they may appear 

this is my last
i have realized that everyone seems busy
i am not good enough or may be the other way
yet i am not alone at this 
 to my basic the simple things that motivates going back
standing alone on a pen  of sheet 
sitting to a comfort of what may appear 
inhaling the bad exhaling the outcome 

i must be tired now
all i have loss lost gone 
nothing to be enjoyed ...

still to the mental observations
i look at 
and there is nothing there
to impress even with a good of a word