awakening me.

It's foggy here tonight This night on the blood moon September the 27th Sunday 9:11pm. I guess I'm personally speaking Today after searching I found you though I'm sure you were never lost just me lost in the absence you, it's true time moves onwards and I was standing still you broke me today in such a way I'd give anything to bury you again, this pain I feel Is beyond any other pain the weight within your voice I wish I had the choice to make it rain you will always be the very stain across my heart we are world's apart and yet I heard your heart breaking slowly in your throat as I Then struggled to breathe I felt the burn upon my skin each painful word you wrote I so wanted to believe and yet my own is heart is numb and still reminiscent dreams confide the dark sky where once a flight of stars Played gracefully endlessly fascinating everything around Today I found you inside myself half way up towards heaven somewhere lower beneath the ground this hell I'm in has no desire I touch these flames but there is no fire not like you amongst everything hot I'm freezing over cracking down like icicles this winter past a ghost of love with a killer laugh at yet no one is smiling you're right it is furthest cold here please hold me tight I'd give anything to hear you say That I was right And love looks better in the morning star's Don't shine as bright without our souls between I've been waiting somewhere on this road for a sign hoping you would come back that you would be mine at yet I'm alone and aching each song buried beneath the willow silent tears covering the feathers upon this empty pillow my dream it ends with you the only face that haunts the light when darkness is all but true I long for the past Everything that was a version of you the only ghost with many faces every window looking through I'm here lost without you. 9:50pm. I've awoken missing you. nardine Sanderson 27/09/2015.