‘Be grown they said ‘

Before you know it you’re an adult . In the world forced to fend for yourself. Your innocence is gone . You have to find a way to make things happen on your own . Little that you knew . You thought life was the easiest thing that you could experience. But you were wrong . Was life as a child just one hell of a lie ? They make it seem so perfect , Or maybe it was just reality. 

Life as we know it has a way of repeating itself . History we call it . When the day plays over and over in your head . You can’t seem to figure out why you need to continuously hurt your head about something that already happened . But you do anyway . Because now you have responsibilities. Your main responsibility is yourself . Making sure you’re comfortable with living . Breaking habits you think are bad . Living with the ones you think are good . 

Some days we sit around and question what life really is . Are we just Figment of someone’s imagination? Is this all a dream ? Is it real ? Real life ? It’s crazy , the things we wonder, because we know what reality really  is .  

As a child we live care free lives and we grow into the best people we know how to be . Like I said history it has a way of repeating itself. Your grandparents taught your parents , they teach you and someday you’ll teach your own . Some how we still manage to make the same mistakes that we’ve already seen .  But we go through it because we all want the learning experience. 

‘Be grown they said ‘  or did they ever ? It was us always wanting to be grown. They always told us to stay a child as long as we could , as if we had a choice right ? Time flew past in the blink of an eye and look at us now , adults . They used to say we were “babies making babies” but now they want grandkids .  The world is systematic and it  looks foward to us doing the same things over and over again .  It looks foward to the friend betrayals , the heart breaks , the unity , the abuse , the way life goes . 

But we wanted to be grown , we wanted this . If you could turn back the hands of time would you do it all again ?  Or would you still want to ‘Be grown ‘ ?