Beautiful Creature

pumping through my heart
black disgusting
veil irritating
depressing life
coming out the other side
darkness all around
among us the lives still lingering
not ready
still resting
waiting to walk this hell again
will it ever end
always taking joy
kisses of death upon purple dead lips
bloated
dumped in the lake
washed ashore and found
no trace
not anything
no face
who is this beautiful creature