Beautiful Suicide

Shoving handful after handful of pills down my throat
Bottle after bottle hitting the floor
Dropping to my knees
Tears creeping down my face
Awaiting my last breath which seems forever away
My finger on the trigger
Gun to my jaw
Tears streaming down to the barrel
My emotions trapped within the bullet as it shoots through my flesh
Shoving my emotions back within and tearing my skull to shreds
My Beautiful Suicide..