Beautiful who

Get my school done,
Play with my friends,
Put a smile on till the end.

If I am not okay
it will not appear so,
for my emotions are not something I can easily show.

You will not know I am not okay 
if I do not want you to. 
My entire life is finding a beautiful You. 

A beautiful you You is what I want to find. 
But a beautiful who is so hard to see.
I don’t think I’ll ever know if there will be a You and me.