~because it is ~ so let it be~

~because it is ~ so let it be~

I grew up asking questions
As any child would do

( I earned & learned )

My answers to an extent
Between me and that
Of you...

Often my questions
become more complex

My mother not knowing
What my Thoughts
gathering ment

The answers changed
So of course they changed me

( Questioning probability )

Was death to become of me..?
Would i come back
To be...

There isn't much to question
When the reply is this you see

( because it is ) so let it be...
Is what ( Became of me )

I looked out my window
Viewing the world
I hardly knew

Wondering if all the pieces
I questioned

( would Eventually come
Breaking through )

But I'm no longer a child
A kid with an open mind

( Nor simple
point of view )

Between that of me
And that of you...

I am now an adult
Often the answers are hard
To find...

I sit here on my verandah
Looking towards the sky

I know in my heart
( I'll always question ) why ...?

All the good on earth
Must take refuge when they die...

Once again i look up
Clouds are rolling by...

( shivers the very sensation
upon My skin )

I search deep inside for the
Answer that has always
Held me back

Why when someone dies
( does the worlds colour )
Change to black...?

And if I'll truly ever know...
( If at all we make it back )

Where do we go
within our final breath.....The place we find

( within the shadows of death )

Maybe its a long shot
( Having holding not my breath )

If at all i did so, Would only Aid
( my own death )

So many questions
( not answered ) I'd seemingly
Fail the test...

So i choose to believe In
The part that takes so long
To say...

For inside myself
( My heart shall find ) the way...

There is no sense in questioning
( Probability anyway )

We are all..... but roses blooming
it's death
( which fades our stay )

So my answer is this
( because it is ) so let it be...

( I've earned & learned )

My answers to an extent
Between me and that
Of she

If i return from death
( Accumulating my final breath )

To live upon this earth
( once more )

You shall have the answers
( you seek )

As i UNFOLD the key
( to HEAVENS DOOR. )

Nardine Sanderson 17/02/2015.