Before

I’ve been here before with not one but two closed doors, and the windows were locked and nailed shut.
I could feel deep in my gut things were about to get rough.
With nowhere to go, and nowhere to hide I covered my face and closed my eyes.
The things I had already see was way too much.
I had to get ready so I amped myself up, before I opened my eyes to look and see what battle I had in front of me.
With just one peek I knew right then I was locked away in the same place all over again.
How could this happen, how could it be I thought I won this battle indefinitely.
Locked in this spot with nowhere to go, trying to figure out how I got back here?
It's something i must know!
So I emptied myself to prepare and be the warrior the last battle instilled in me.
I strengthened my steps, and grip my pride since i knew what to expect, i've already taken this ride.
Both doors are closed windows nailed shut
Yet i can write this today because i didn't give up
No matter the battle, No matter the fight stand firm before your trials, because with the armor of God things will turn out right.