Beloved Past

oh beloved past
cure my sickness
for I wish you back
when I dreamt the world into lovely reality
surreal wonderland of mind

day is dust, my mellow dawn deceases
ever want to flee stress

an everyday delusion we live
thinking of now and bygone,
that ago meant splendid utopia
and one day 
life will flourish

oh beloved past
wipe my core
my desperate heart
for I desire clarity

oh good will of day
go down in fortitude of night
crushing night
the bringer of might

oh beloved past
parts of me cry for your rescue
parts for your demise
it's the verdant mind that cries