Betrayal

Since you have deliberately
Chosen to betray me; I wish to bestow you my misery
To cast it upon your tainted
Toxic existence alone; you are, the he who painted
Over stone a fairy tail; to deliver my  loves misery
The he who spoke the lies of ecstasy; pretending to love me
It is you; the only he who; promised me magic
To crush my spirit; leaving me in a tragic
State of mind, hoping to find
The he, who left me blind
How could you, do what you do
After all I have helped you to survive, or make it through
Your heartless soul; killed my spiritual heart
When your silence ripped my life apart
You spent your time smoking your doped up crack
I roamed the streets watching your back
Never had I even held a secret inside
From you; yet still, you always lied and I always cried
Hundreds of burning tears, you shattered my entire
Soul, yet still I remained attire;  feeding the fire
Of a man who is living a loving lie
It is for he, who I no longer cry; to he I say good bye
You never will be
The man you had promised me
You would have been
Way back when, we first met
A moment I wish to forget 
I guess people change; every day
Truth is; I doubt you ever loved me anyway
Yet back then I always remained true
Today I am not the one crying; it is you
Who cries the burning tears; your betrayal stained
A heart of a lover who would have always remained
Faithful loyal and true
To nobody else but you
Now I say good bye, spread my wings and fly
But I no longer cry, so  “Good bye”
Whenever you may miss me
Just visit me in a long lost memory
Farewell my two-faced lover
I have a new man to discover 
He is he and not like  you
His eyes aren’t even blue
They are rich and dark with passion for me
Guess you n I weren’t meant to be 
After all, we were just a myth of a lie
Now one last time, I say “goodbye”