Betrayal

I must have sprouted from a bad seed.
Nobody told me, that when you love hard it would cut deep.
I promised I'd Love him, to me he gave his heart to keep.
Yet I stood there and lied through my teeth, I looked deep into his eyes while I DENIED everything.
There was never a time that I didn't regret telling all those lies. Nights on Nights whilst I laid next to him, tears following down my cheeks.
How could I?
Why did I?
This just changes everything, how can i look on the man i love and tell him I had an ABORTION!