Black Tears

      "Empty voids longing to be filled in the depths of my soul, shallow heart faded and beat by vicious attacks of raging lust leaving it wilted and hallow. "Black Tears run down my cheeks,  Darkness wonders through my thoughts like a fallen leaf awaiting a stable foundation but keeps getting blown and blown further away.... Im lost trying to find my way out of the demonic barriers of lustful encounters...I'm reaching out to my healed heart that has been held captive by knives and sorrow and painful memories, love can you please save me... I'm crying out to you like packs of wolves howling out to the moon except the moon is my heart trapped and lost in the dark...... Beating like African drums, pumping the blood of resilience with broken veins dangling awaiting to be placed back in my chest where my heart was once whole but got kidnapped another's insecurities, infidelity, lies and abusesivness..... Fear and depression fused like oxygen and space I'm getting weaker and weaker.... Love please come and save me im slowly fading away.... My heart is black and lifeless, I need the fulfilment of "An intense feeling or deep affection".... 
I need a lift to save my heart......... 
I need a light to shine into the dark...... 
Come and help me find my heart..... 
Love I need you to come save me..... 
Show me the meaning of you....
My tears are black and I don't know what to do..........