Blackness

Blackness is swallowing me whole.
My left eye seeing zigzags and floating black spots.
You banged my head against the wall two weeks ago
The headache went but the lump is still there.

You spread your mantle over me
And gave me nothing in return
A childlike grasping of sugar coated delights
From the hidden cookie jar.

Frailty of heart and soul
Your longterm curse
A mirror to your Demon self
Your Unholiness...

Darkness has me in his clutches
Devouring me without a care
Taking All that I Am
And consuming my energy

Sucking my Soul from within
And leaving naught but an empty shell
And a vision of Hell.

My sight is ailing
My health is failing
I can no longer fight
So let me be Demons.

I have no arms to enfold me
No heart to embolden me
No desire to go on.

The Soul will withdraw
The shell turn to ash
The memories crash
The body will be no more.