Blackout

lights on
curtains open
behind a car
heavy breathing
alone in the kitchen
blackout
hands on throat choking
bulging eyes
spitting coughing
blackout
blood everywhere
on knees feeling weak
look around
dismemberment of the victim
head in my hands
once again what have I done
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hole in the garden
body parts covered up
dirt on her perfect skin
shall I see a doctor
blackout