Blank at times

As I lie awake at night, I stare into the dark there's no sign of light. Just thinkin about my life, wishin I could roll bac the hands of time. Lord show me the way, your the only one who really understands my pain. It's hard to tame. A lot of stuffs been on my mind today. So I'm down on my knees beggin you to save me please. I've been down and out since I was eight, nobody would talk to me then, I guess I really chose my fate. Everybody makes mistakes; but mine, seem to ruin my dreams I see demons in my eyes. It's like; I'm fallin, I keep givin in an losing faith in myself show me the light, show me the way, show me how to fix my life. I need a down ass chic so I can make her my wife, I need a chic that can grip an clutch a fo five...