Bleeding soul whispering heart

As my soul bleeds the whispers I hear. Telling me what's fake what's real. The pain the hurt I'm numb inside. I think of my son and I start to cry. The most unimaginable pain you will ever feel. Why take him just for your vengeful thrill. Who knows what's real if love is true. Does it truly exist in a world you once knew. That was filled with life , love, and happiness. I look around now and it's sarrow and death. The weight crushes my chest can't you tell my heart is in pieces. What more do you want I feel I can't defeat this. My mind so stressed my mind so depressed my mind with thoughts it never takes rest. I open my eyes and I see you I close them and I dream of you. If you wanted to obliterate me congratulations you reached your goal. These legs won't hold the hurts to heavy. however I'm not done and you ain't ready.  Jackson you hear daddy I'll drag these legs even if there heavy. I won't stop I won't quit the most important thing you forgot he's my kid. So get ready for a war you have the one thing I adore. Because my son will always know daddy loves him forever and more 

    By. Joshua Sederes