blood

Rain drops 

An blood stains 

A broken beating heart 

The one thing you held dearly taken 

The sadness fills you

The anger bursting out 

The baby you no longer have 

A sad life shattered into a million pieces

You don't want to be here anymore but you keep pushing 

Everyday is a battle to not end everything 

The baby I lost I will never forget but at the same time I will never be the same in this curl fucked up pathetic world 

(( this is the battle I face everyday to stay alive because to me it has no meaning I was raped an had a miscarriage so personally for me I have nothing else to make me keep going.. I lost who I am deep inside I'm not the same girl I was before I'm just a nutshell everything was taken from me