Born Asleep

I’ve never felt happiness before
Until I seen they two blue lines
I was going to be a mum
You were the only thing on my mind.
If I ate food or drank juiceÂ
I kept on been sick
Not one hour passed
That I wouldn’t vomit
Don’t worry they saidÂ
It’s just morning sickness
My tiny bump grewÂ
But I ate less and less
My milk was forming in my chest
This was meant to be the happiest timeÂ
Where I could bond with my bumpÂ
And my health should be fine
Instead of this I was getting weaker in time
To see you on the monitor
When I went for my scan
I just wanted you here with me
So you were safe and in my hands
They told me you were healthy
And let me hear your heartÂ
Although they reassured me
I felt different from the start
I knew my baby wasn’t fineÂ
I knew that she was sick
By 4 months pregnant
I felt no movement or a kick
Again I beg the doctors
Please do something for my baby
But they just scanned my belly again
And sent us on our way
I started to look pregnantÂ
20 weeks & bump had grown
It was nice to see people noticed
 And passed commented I was showing
Then 2 weeks laterÂ
My life fell apart
You were stillborn
We couldn’t hear your heart
We spent days with you in hospital
I didn’t want to let you go
Your forever in my thoughts MiahÂ
I just wanted to let you know.
Love you always ,
MummyÂ
xxxÂ
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