The Bottom

I'm at the bottom

I know how i got here

Loss of spirituality, No work, Drugs, Criminal activity, Heartache, Hardship, Death, Yes i was born here.

When i look up I see everything, I see myself but at the top, better than i am now.

I look ahead and all I see is the same, everything is the same, and I can do nothing to change it.

I look down and all i see is fear, fear of falling deeper.

But how much further can i go if i'm already at the bottom.....Unless I'm not?.....