Boys Who

I have been kissed by boys
Who are quick to jump
By boys who are easy to think that I am theirs

I have been held by boys
Whose intentions are nothing less and nothing more than to magnify their self indulgence
By boys who are in it entirely just to say that they are

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But I had never been kissed by you
Who reaches to touch my heart instead of my body
Whose hands graze the trail of my jaw and brisk my rosy cheeks
Instead of creeping down my waist

I had never been held by you
Whose intentions are pure and embodied in love
Whose arms embrace me
With the soul intent to keep my heart drenched in the warmth radiating off your skin

And I had never been loved by you
Who makes me feel as though my thoughts
Are my most beautifully intriguing aspect
Who resembles the man any girl has dreamed of

-Haylee Curry