brand new door.

Its one thing to conclude inside your mind,
The very thoughts of moving on,
Hardest to actually do,
I remember the day all so clearly, a house with missing objects,
The last piece of life, placed in the back of the truck,
Locking it all inside,
Taking one last look around for anything i had missed,
Having then realised the love that once bound these walls,
The emptiness everywhere, the echoing of our heartache, trapped there, suffocating within the thickness of the air, i walked out with my heart in pieces, closed the door, said my goodbyes, a new life to find, walking away from the memories that so strongly bind me , like rotting roots from an Elm tree,
Freedom felt cold as ice,
Everything i had ever given, felt like a deathly sacrifice,
As i got in my car, a last glimpse in the rearview mirror one more time, took a deep breath, and thought, new mountains to climb, travelling along the road to a place we call home, keys to a new life we own, everything so new, a different aura inside, no more silenced thoughts inside my mind, speaking freely, running in our own time, no more boundaries or jurisdiction, free to eat dinner a picnic on the floor, free to shout, scream, explore, , my conclusion on leaving, opened up life,
A brand new door.