Breathing backwards in ( escaping nothing).

I block my eyes
and open my heart
In hopes of bleeding away
every part
That no longer keeps Me alive
but seeks my death
The sound of my breath escape's
Rebounding air back in
Upon the memories i scream
To keep
though bleed as black as tare
Sticking to my heart
like necrosis
covering
Webs of violence
seeping though
the cannel's of time
Frozen segmentation
Infestation
known
Violation
Every sensation
screams in rotation
My hearts palpitation
Till death do us part
Screaming
upon the memories
That tore us apart
Inviting upon the air
Breathing backwards in
Escaping it all
but nothing.