Broken Bones

Im still trying to figure out,
What I have become,
I used to get so high,
Everything was numb,
A lifetime of memories,
Many have now faded,
I didn't plan to live my life,
Absolutely jaded,
Repeating the apocalyptic,
Hell of yesterday,
The smallest taste of Heaven,
Is the biggest price we pay.
My own super highway,
Destination Hell,
I wish I had a dollar,
For every time I fell,
Searching for my purpose,
But what did I find,
I've created my own prison,
And a pain of a different kind.