Broken Friends

My eyes can see, my ears can hear, but my mind is losing all thoughts that are clear for,
I can’t seem to handle the world and all its miss placed trust,
Every word I speak seems to crumble to dust,
I land out a hand and its stolen away and when I cannot seem to give anymore,
My heart takes the blame.
 
You use your words against me,
And get mad at my soul,
I find that I am too weak to handle you at all,
But when I go to give up it all goes helplessly wrong and all I can do is pick up the pieces that the world has stepped on.
 
I don’t want to abandon you,
I want to save your soul,
Yet your ears no longer listen,
And your heart is no longer strong.
 
Should I weaken my legs for you to walk,
Should I break my arms to hold your goal,
I’m so mad at the world for not helping you at all,
But when I am alone,
Not a single candle is lit for me to go on.
 
You see my heart beats twice as much,
My lungs breath in ash and rust,
And for you I scream and lost all my touch,
And you can’t seem to thank me for things I have given up.
 
 
Do you realise the nights I don’t even sleep?
Do you know the days I miss out on to help you read?
How many times do I have to give up just to help you breathe?
I can’t do this anymore! My eyes can no longer see a path through the trees,
All I see is the plants are wilting.
For once I just want to focus on me,
But how dare I even be given the chance to speak for my life is not aloud to be revolved around me,
I must keep my mouth shut,
And spend all my money,
I am not aloud a cent to pay for the things I have around me,
Because with you in my life,
I cannot seem to live,
And it truly hurts to know,
That not even my best friend kept the heart I gave her to live.
 
She threw it to the ground,
And trampled on my words,
Put her hand out for more,
And turned her back when I was burned,
When I was screaming for help,
And my arms could no longer bleed,
She asked me again for my heart that does not beat,
So, I am writing to her,
My eyes full of tears,
I can no longer do this,
Just promise me…
You will live.