Broken, Shattered, Gone

I never heard something so sad,
My heart broke and completely scattered,
They fled to every country in the world,
Scattered, gone never to be heard.

I tried to find more than pain,
All I found was depression and rain,
Nothing could bring me away,
Many tried for days.

Day turned to weeks,
Weeks turned to years,
Years turned to decades,
Decades turned to tears.

I never saw the light of day,
I wish nobody could see me this way,
Always hidden,
Always in pain,
Go away,
Leave me this way.

Pain hurts,
Love hurts too,
But this is a new level,
Heart gone, soul gone,
I’m done,
I’m through.

Nobody cares,
Nobody shares,
Any love or kindness,
To me or my kind,
People with broken hearts.

I tried to see light,
But lost the great fight,
Nobody sees me,
Nobody hears me,
Awake till three,
Asleep till four,
Restless is all I am.

I care I do,
I try I really do,
You push me away,
You’re really through.

You’re all I need,
Kick me or not I will always want you,
Beat me blue,
I still love you,
My love is an invincible barrier,
No matter how hard you hit,
I will always come back.

No go away,
Please don’t stay,
I can’t keep hurting you,
And I really need time to think this through.

Leave,
Go,
You love me, I know,
I wish I could say it back,
When I try my heart goes crack.

I can’t keep trying,
Or I’ll just keep crying,
My heart has broken,
Please stop hoping,
I need time alone,
Please, I hate the unknown.

I despise losing,
Please, it’s so confusing,
There is no win,
Don’t, I can’t keep going.
I will try forevermore,
Just let me stay,
Open your door,
I can be quiet,
Please don’t fight it.

I want to stay,
Please stop sending me away,
Love is a cure,
My heart is pure,
Open your soul,
Give me your whole.

Come to me,
Just you and me,
So wild and free.
I can’t, I’ve tried,
My heart has died,
I want to let you in,
Please, let your logic win,
Heart and mind battle ferociously,
My logic always wins,
My heart dies explosively,
I just repeat all my sins.

Before this all happened I was open,
Then this all happened and now I’m broken,
My love could’ve been yours,
But stop, my heart cannot be cured.

I wish it worked that way,
But it doesn’t, go, you can’t stay.

I can and I will,
Stop, don’t, words can kill,
I know your heart,
And I play my part,
But I want you now,
I can be quiet, but I want to be loud.

One more try?
For me please?
Give me two weeks?
Please don’t cry,
Your too pretty.

Stop,
Go,
Leave me alone,
I need more time,
I’m too done,
I need to stay shut,
So I cannot be corrupt,
By the piercing feeling of love.