bummed out"

Bummed out"
And I have never gone out.
Lost in a place were im in last place. 
that feels like many places,  
Might as well be space.
That takes and leaves bad taste.
Mouth with face a pavement crave.
No one saw they missed out without a doubt.
I rolled and barked like a crow I could of sworn
I had gather a crowd but not one" two footer",
Set there paws with claws to clown me, but worse
Is when they dont even bother.
Chin to elbow desk made so i don't rest, even after the test.  Look at my view"  full of story's high and storagie, side to side, were more story's are told and heard, and i have not one of my own.  I own not one story or a misly book, that starts with good morning 
Or that ends with a happily ever after. 
so i just observe and hear Instead of show and tell.
lost my chances too moment's and fun, 
boy and girl lunch, "butterflys" hide and seek, kiss in closet, spin the bottle win the lotto" that would be 
a great model....

Yeah if they found her", like they say they found me.
I never felt found but too there ears that has no sound but i have my dout. Really Im not fond of a single thing if anything things don't amuse me. 
rides or climbs dont trill me. Can I be the only one 
that circles but dont spin, Or the only one that has fell 
from the end in dept, just to fall one foot away from were i last fell..?  How impossible is that..? 
Love is out and if i can't like", then all good I see is bad and not ideal for me.  Plus I have not a clue...
And just happens that i don't care. That means that great time is such a waist of time.

Friend for what. 
You'll fri they'll end.
You see" 
im right.!
That is friends.
Hobbies thats like work,
with no pay. 
Ok....!
Now Evryone thinks
That maybe is time 
to get a Girlfriends ?......they say!
First ill like to experience a friend.....but not really.
My father ?
Let's just say i rather...
My mom ?
I love her. 
she gave birth
I got these from her.
Everyday since birth 
-------- by the way I threw away my homework sorry it was irritating me........ Just thought you should know..