Bury Me, Without A Heart...

I may live again, but I won't feel, 
As I lay gentle, heart missing,
In this coffin, death is no prison,
I walk on the cracks, it's uncomfortable,
Burdened, feeling trapped, it's unsociable,
Under stone, boxed in the dark,
Bury me, without a heart,
I don't want to live, if living is to be consumed,
I promise to survive, if not for me, then be it for you,
Time...
I spend wandering other people's stories, 
Time...
It may carry on, but I'll be sheltered by roses,
Beneath blades of grass, my vessel shall lay,
Crimpled leaves, dry as the body, in the soiled grave, 
No dancing around, nor will I breathe, 
The cog has dried, I just want peace,
Under stone, boxed in the dark,
Bury me, without a heart,
Keep it for the lonely,
Give it to the heartless,
Tell the grave digger,
This man is now helpless,
I feel guilty of trying to help,
I'm just dragging them down, to my hell,
Its hard for the broken, to just accept,
A man like me, I've been hurt, I just want to protect,
I mean no harm,
There's a price?
I pay the reaper to stay away,
Sacrifice?
Normal days are an aching pain,
What's wrong with me?
Not everybody, wants to be saved!
I can't help it,
I haven't got a life,
It's just the way I live my days,
But...
Now the time has came,
Under stone, boxed in the dark,
Bury me, without a heart,
In my next life, I won't handle the same,
In my next life, I can't handle the pain,

So,

I ask you to bury me,
Bury me, Without a heart,
To beat again, 
To feel again,

I just can't...