Bury. Your. Pain.

Bury Your Pain
Lies. Betrayal. Deceit. For so long I've wanted nothing more than to be the only one who could love you. I wanted you more than anything in the world. My oh my how blind I was. I gave up on you long before you gave up on yourself. It's hard to wish you the best when all you do is let me down. What's done is done. Let the memories fade away. Let the pain pass by you. You were the only one for me. Now you're the only one not for me. Misguided little fool. Nothing will be waiting for you at the end of this life. So take your dreams and throw them away. Take your hopes and bury them. Take all your fake good for nothing love and emotions and neglect them like you did me. I was the one person who would've done anything for you and you decided to treat me like I'm a stranger. Now your memory is withering away. Your love was nothing more then a word being overused to the max. There's nothing I can do for you now. There's nothing you can do for yourself. 4 years. 4 years wasted on you. I can't wish you the best. I won't wish you the best when all you do is let me down. I never need you around. Let these memories we have fade away. Stop holding onto something that's not there. Stop trying to talk to someone who's already gone. You fucked me over but you expect me to keep talking to you? Fuck I look like? I don't want or need you. You're more useless than a irrelevant jester to a king. You're a peasant. What am I? I'm a king. Stop blaming me for your mistakes. I gave up on you long before you gave up on yourself. Death will be your only infinity. Bury your pain in this field of grey. You are the ghost I never wanted. Burning bridges is the only way I keep my sanity. The world is better off without you. You're nothing more than a dying fucking memory. You left me lost. You left me haunted. Your memory never fading until now. What doesn't kill me makes me stronger. Forgive but never fucking forget. I don't have time to feel upset so I'll lay all my cards on the table. You don't know what's best for me but I do and it's not you. Sing me a sad song. Tell me I'll never belong but guess what you stupid bitch? The worlds been dead to me for so long. My feelings won't change. I don't miss you. I don't miss the memories. I only need one thing. That's for you to go fuck yourself. I won't get upset since you're gone. Why? It's simple. What's done is done. The dream...is dead. It's time to say goodbye to the past that I regret. @ThePoetNixon