Calling

Reality hit me, like a lightning bolt striking ground.
Shock of the past being irrelevant was mesmerising.
It was obvious in the moment that truth was found.
If any saw the smile they would know its reasoning.
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Happiness had eluded me, with dire consequences.
Now, discovering destiny brought a sense to chaos !
What was experienced suddenly ended irrelevances.
Body shake signalled a narrow escape of the abyss !
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How could any be informed of such a manifestation ?
A miraculous vision comes to only a devout number.
Always, I was set the course to validate this selection,
Remaining days committed to safeguarding a future !
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This task, eventually, would become apparent to all,
Those imposing harm on others to realize in suffering,
I am an instrument causing evils demanded downfall !
To death, I stay fully determined to justify the calling !