Can I be an Astronaut

IamI meditating upon the thoughts of could I be an Astronaut. Space is a place where no sound can be heard not even a scream not even a burp. Within my mind I blasted off to space hoping that my rocket flight would hurry and soon get me there. Terrified I am hear. In a moment's flair, in the midst of the Universe belly I'm mobilizing I'm socializing and abibing in spaces cosmic air.
I can see planets stars contents and Galaxies too. Somehow I envisioned the Galaxies we're boys and some of them were girls they all played around the entire universe as the stars rays glares outward toward them. Seeing the explosions of stars balls constantly blasting away without fade in my mind I heard myself say this is the place that I truely would like to stay.I looked around at all the planets that I could see instinctively I imagined them to be dinenet tables set for the universe rulers that we're coming to greet me. Then some of the contents and some of the space matter they all came together and played a beautiful Melody that only space ears could hear somehow that sound  they played made me often want to come back here. I have imagined and I often wonder within myself, Am I an Astronaut?