can i change what i have become

if i had time could i change who i have become ?

inside my heart sings well but for all the wrong reasons,

i can change my  smiling face when i talk to you 

just like all the four seasons,

the question is dose this make me happy?

do i really care about what goes on around me  ?

is it good to be  withdrawn and cold 

and when the time comes will they forgive me ?

its hard to understand this vast world we live in 

its a world now full of hate and greed ,

sadly i now have gone down that dark road

i am in my own world now without need,

is it too late for me to find my way home 

from a life where i am not welcome 

will the sun shine down on me again 

and can i change what i have become?