Can't Sleep

Every day I seem to struggle more almost as If I don't care know more
don't sleep at night laid awake constant questioned In my head trying now justify my very existence the reason why I'm still hear, now she Is gone half me died with her and has completely given up
the other half of me Is lost lonely confused does not know what to
do, so many tears I cried for her, I'm lost like a little boy that doesn't know what to do any more