Child Support

The scenery around me is changing
And once again 
The tables have turned 
And it is now me who wants to hear from you
Not because I miss you
You and I will never be the same 
It's just when I look into my daughters face
I realize she's now apart of society's game
And yes I'll take the blame 
I did this to her myself 
But fuck this shit I'm tired 
I refuse to spend 18 years
Forcing or begging for help 
Call me pride driven 
But some Shit I just can't ride along with 
Some may say your getting over 
Or you got it good 
But child support has always been one of
The many things I've never understood
And I don't give a fuck if you can't understand my opinion or would
Because without a dime
My child would be just fine
So for those who want me to do what I won't do
Im stubborn and I'm not gonna listen to you
Only time will tell what a real man would do
Hopefully when you realize that everything starts young
You won't look back on your actions and feel fucking dumb
I know time runs forever 
But there's a time and place for everything 
Im really hoping there isn't another 2 years of my daughters life with you already wasted and down  the drain 
If it's anything these babies need more than money 
It's love and affection
Sometimes it's hard for me to face my reality 
Of being one of the worlds "Baby Mama" contestants 

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