Coaching self

Stuck in a box filled up with bottled emotions ,
Some I don’t understand
Some I can’t simply put together
And some that I just can’t let out ..
You go through so much , then you’d think meeting people would be your crutch to get through the BS just for them to stomp you down lower than you already were.
Damn , life still amazing it’s like when you take out all the negatives and put positives you start seeing shit more clear
But then even still that’s easier said than done , 
God gave you a gift of the biggest heart besides his and you just keep on giving you just keep on forgiving knowing these mfs out here don’t deserve that shit .. but you’d give the right mf ya ass to kiss ? Now how that work ? 
You sit and pray on all these stars you cry in bed alone for just ONE person to get you talk to you listen to you comfort you and you just unapologetically give them your ass to kiss .. got damn shorty , how that work ? 
Damage is damage and no matter what kind of damage it is , it takes time to heal .. you gotta let go forgive and rebuild . People cruel out here by default , don’t put your unhappiness in another persons hand just for them to fuck it up even worse for you . Handle yours , appreciate you . Take care of you .. fucking build fucking grow ... look in the mirror you deserve that shit !! Fuck them & love you . You deserve that shit . Make peace with the inner you , 🧘🏽‍♀️