Colder than I ever thought

It's colder than I ever thought and the light just seems to fade, a value left upon my heart and a gesture that you made,
Time wills not to be pleasent nor respectful of me now, I tried to live without you're love, but darling don't know how, it seems I've fallen twice once in love and love again,  it could not be the hurt of something else, it's love that still remains, and time and light they have no knowledge of how we were entwined,  I cannot seem to fathom life without you in my mind.