Collapsing Tears

COLLAPSING TEARS.

Collapsing out and in quick
What I feel, I can’t ignore
Not just a needle but a prick
But somehow it leaves me wanting more.
I think of you as days pass by
Stumbling and swerving
I start to cry
My heart I am now conserving.
Again, as night fell to day
Gathered pain
The words you’d say
Would be a gain.
Only for you
No not for me
Down as your number two
Not concerned about my stability.
I had to define myself
Before I could define, we
Keep up my mental health
Then figure what we might be.
You never understood and probably never will
I’m not blaming you so please don’t think
My words do hurt but they don’t kill
Until they break from this safety link.
Making up assumptions
And overthinking about the past
Will only lead to corruptions
And the containment within a cast.
I strongly advise
That you don’t dwell
For your love I do not despise
But it does not make me well.
That’s all I can put out there
I know it’s tough to here
But once again all is fair
In love and war especially when one must fear.
Collapsing in and out quick
I find my love within
That miraculous tick
Oh, how I beg, please let me in.
~ by talia Tierney beram.