COMING HOME

As I walk
I walk in darkness
I'm lost
Walking blindly
I searching but can't find it
Wandering 
Trying to find my way home
Darkness is getting thicker
Closing in 
all around me
It's cold here
Death is imminent 
I don't want to die here 
All alone
I heard whispers
But didn't listen
I saw signs
But didn't read them
Now I'm stuck here
I thought I was stronger
But I cant make it out of here by myself 
Not on my own
Someone's calling me
It's a whisper
I can't quite place it
But it pierces me deeply
I hardly hear it 
But I feel it
Radiating 
In my body
Saying "wake up! It's time! It's time! Time to let it all go"
Something's happening 
My body's trembling
In an instant
Light envelops me
Warmth surrounds me
I surrender my will and let it take control
Unimaginable love and joy engulf me
The light is blinding
Burning
Burning into my soul
Love is light and it's everywhere
Beautiful voices
Angels singing 
Then a voice
Gently speaks saying
"Alas
Embrace me my son
My arms are open
Come to me
I've been waiting
I never left you
You saw me not
For you
My father sent me and I'm here
Come my child
I'm here to take you home"