Confession

I have a confession, this was because of depression .
I have self- Harmed that bad it put me in hospital and trust me ,Its dose not make the pain go away .
It makes you Ashamed that you defaced your skin , just to see if you where really numb as you watched the blood run,
made me less hurt , but when I saw what it done to my family and it tort me apart.
so now I don't self harm and I hide my scares , I have not self harmed in 1 year and 4 months , I am proud of how far I have come.
I realise self harming is mental illness and there are other was to cope and get through the pain .
I am thankful back then I didn't hit my vines , I use to think it was the means to the end . My actions destroyed my Brothers and my Mother , It made them SAD and MAD ,They told me there are other ways to deal with pain ,
With out pain what is there to gain ?
Now when I feel numb , I listen to music
Or draw on paper and not on my skin .
I couldn't think of a better way to make this sink in .
SELF HARMING DOSE NOT JUST HURT YOU !
BUT THE PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU TOO !
So do what i do and don't give into the urge.
you will be happier than when you have though red marks reminding you of when you lost faith in yourself .
The is a message for all self harmer's
YOU ARE NOT ALONE !
just have faith and understand everyone makes mistakes ,
Its not to late
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