confusion, illusion

I wake up sometimes,

thinking am I happy today.

Thinking about the spectrum of happiness,

and would my 'Alice in Wonderland' cheshire cat smile,

make the grade.

Thou i'm really not sure,

if my smile reflects,

what I truly feel inside,

is this an illusion or my confusion,

between physical projection,

or mental stimulus,

having a tug of war,

within my brains sub-conscious.

hmm at the end of the day,

I really think I should just join the group,

over thinkers anonymous :-)